How "Evil" Quran Changed My Life


How Quran Change my life :

People think i am muslim because i was born from a muslim family,
but actually thats not true.I was a freethinker before.My first religion was martial arts.

Naturally ,i cant tolerate and play nice with racist and bigots.
And to be honest i have the strong hatred toward most of malay surround me and those who runs the country who are very disgusting and brutally ill conduct that make me lost interest to practise Islam.
I still remember i step on Malaysia Flag,
throw away the Baju melayu and kick the Songkok.

Although i hate the malay,but deep inside my heart i know Prophet Muhammad is not the same like them and i know Islam have nothing to do with them.
And i know that there are still some of malay who are kind, instead i myself ever met them ,but it doesnt mean it can change my view on malay.Untill today,my view on them is still the same,only some is nice and kind,yet i only respect and love those only i know like my friends or teacher.

I was very fool because i related these disgusting creatures with Islam.

I was pretending all the time,
I was not sincere doing all that prayer and fasting.Im a faker.

But since before i keep finding my true self ,i found ancient Korea to be very very close to me.I also already love with spiritual things and respect with all kind of noble people like Buddha,Krishna,Confucius,Muhammad,Moses,and Jesus and i believe that there is one supreme being and none of creature will be the same like him!

I become Agnostic(deist) who pretending to be muslim,
but i still studying about Prophet Muhammad and Siddartha Gautama and i found both have so much similarity,i admire both of them.In the long run, my heart start to open,i start to understand the idea of prostrating to god 5x a day as the teaching of Prophet Muhammad, i agree with the fasting just like what prophet Muhammad and Gautama did,i agree and love with Zen Meditation.

Then recently i make Martial arts as my new religion,combined with lust and entertainment world.I was a pure secular.

Then extrem disaster strike me,
i cant find any remedies to heal my broken heart.I cant even sleep at night.
I get sad and angry all the time!

I tried everything in order to get heal.I was listening to music all the time ,
i listen all type of religious chant....watching movie...go to vacation...
eat more and active in martial arts...
but its failed!! the pain is still there and cant bear it !!
I feel gave up and wish death.

I have the Arabic quran in my home,but i donno arabic.
I was asking one of my colleges friend where can i get the Quran translation.
Finally i get my first quran translation.To make the story short,at last im heal !

Ultimately i get the real, proper and fair picture of Islam from the Quran.
And i can say that the teaching of Islam is the combination of the teaching of the noble people that i respect (siddartha gautama and Muhammad) .
What god said in the quran is very contradict with the behavior of the most of malay and muslim itself!
Wentever there is something wrong,its the people is to be blame.Not Islam or the Quran.

I can distinguish the malay and Muslims.
And I wanna be the Practising Muslim.I wanna be like the Noble People.

I thank to god because i Know Islam from the Quran,not from the peoples.
After read it cover to cover,i realise this quran is really the final revelation from the creator,
Just as the vehicles or electronics equipments  which is made by the human,it comes out with the manual .

human made certain things like vehicles or electronics equipments,it comes with instruction @ Manual.


Now I have no problems to practice Zen Meditation,Martial arts,Science,Medication,
Fasting and Prostrating to god 5x a day under Islam.

I have no problems to follow Buddha,confucius,Jesus,Krishna and Muhammad under Islam.The hatred and Prejudices in my heart is also little bit decreasing .
And now,wentever im hurt,i heal quiet fast.

And now,sincerely and whole heartedly...."I bear witness that there is only one god and muhammad is his last and final messenger,and i bear witness that Jesus son of mary is the servant of god Just like muhammad"

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